Infinity Never Ends

Updated

2010-03-17T03:14:00.002+08:00

"The cold atmosphere that surrounded me, freezing where I'm in need of something warm. I closed my eyes, and I see colorful lights which suddenly turned dark. The blurry images faded away, torn to pieces and vanished."

Random stuffs I see in my head, tried yours? Pathetically bored at the moment and is not yet asleep.

Bekurun!! HAHA

2009-10-13T21:38:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT PUASA SELAMAT HARI RAYA SELAMAT SEKOLAH!! Hahaha! Giler batah banar ku inda update blog ku ane! hahaha, macam paidah jua be blog. odahhH! haha. bah inda apa lah, since aku buat ane jua and i have nothing to do right now why not update kan? Hihi. Aku lapas sudah exam masa itu hari 3 bulan lapas kali! Alhamdullilah, alum ku tau apa result nya tapi InsyaAllah pass ne. Amin. As for attachment, currently inda lagi attachment di skulah. Attachment di skulah SUCKS! tapi dapat awal balik and dapat cuci mata. tapi if the same environment all the time boring tia jua kaan?? kan. I'm currently having my attachment at Syarikat Perusahaan Jun Lai. It's a company owned by Abas Junaidi which is our boss. Oh yeah, there're four of us who applied there which are Hafiz, Hanif, Rafi and me. About the company, it's an electrical company which include wirings, servicing, drilling, grinding, and banyak lagi lah yang keraja keraja kontraktor itu! The first day kami disana, wah siok yoh! Kami ketawa, baibun apa. Boss bagi briefieng cakap pasal our works and what we should and shouldn't do. He told us that during the fasting month, he was gonna install Wifi, games, televisions, chairs, sofa for us to relax at the office. And hearing that joys my heart. :'D.....................................................................................................................................................................

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NADA BAH YANG DI CAKAPNYA ATU! YATAH NADA TU BAIE BAIE BAIE! MANA YANG KO CAKAP AH BOSS!!?? NGALIH WAH KAMI TIME PUASA! MANA GAJI KAMI!? DUA BULAN SUDAH KAMI INDA BEGAJI ANE! ANI KAN MASUK BULAN KE TIGA TAH SUDAH NE BOSS!! MANA BOSS????

Ya Allah, phuh, banar boss ngalih kami bekeraja atu and without our salary, allowance whatever you call it. Macam hilang wah mood kan keraja atu! We've worked our ass off sudah kerajakan all your orders but still you can't repay us with anything. I'm so disappointed the way you're handling the budget for your company. At least you could've save some for your workers including us. Esuk lagi keraja and aku ilang mood sudah kan keraja! hahaha, gila mengconfess jua aku disini ane ah. odahhh! mana membaliiiiiiiiii! jangan mare boss. ane tempat meluahkan isi hati saja. Hihi. And workers mu atu ada kurang ajar jua! baie babi wah ulahnya. gila baie berabis lah. Kimak betul. Muhe mirip mimik kok sich mahunya yang tetek gedik. Kabulo LHO! WOOOOOOOOOOO! HAHAHAHAHA. PUAS ATI KU EH.

well to all the people yang attachment masa ane, jangan stress stress macam aku stress di sini. Hehe, let's now take the positive side of having my attachment there. At first masa keraja dulu, aku bengang betul lah apa kan di buat and cemana system kami bekeraja ane. But as I learned day by day, I think I'm no longer left behind. I get to do the things yang inda pernah terlintas dalam kepala otak ku ane. Kalau kan mention all of them here it would take hours to type all of em here. There're just lotsa things that we've been doing. For example, mengusai DB board, drilling the walls, grinding the walls, masukkan underground cable dalam piping and tanam ke bawah tanah, and macam macam lagi. Keraja kami mengalihkan, and aku makin itam sudah pasal keraja cemani ane. Far more over, kami get to get in the buldings, places that we've never expect to get in. Like ada this one place hampir jalan perayaan which it is a abandoned building for 12 YEARS SUDAH! it was big and such a creepy place. really! huu, *yawns*

I is sleepy bery much right now actually. I guess I'll stop here. About the creepy place I mentioned, I'll upload the pictures soon. Hee. Until the next post then. :]

The Previous Months

2009-05-26T15:58:00.005+08:00

I'm back! :) Yes I KNOW! It's been while, heh!

Anyhow I'm back blogging here and the past months was hectic! I was busy with the works, assignments, reports, projects! and exams at the same time! Sigh~ It was tiring some and honestly I must say that, it felt like I wanted to give up, quit college. . But when I think of it, I realised that it's a waste and such a stupid thing to do. Further more, I'm almost finish~ It's my final year and my aim is to achieve the best, and receiving the certificate. *wink* Hope I can make it.

Exam's over, and glad that it's over. . . . .

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"WHAT!!? Balum ABIS? What ELSE!?" That's how I reacted when the suprise news was told. Yes the suprise news. We're having another two more papers to be sat on July. Which I am so sad about it cause I already set my mind that right after Phase Test 3 I will be free as a bird. But it seems that I'm a bird who got lost and need to find the way out. -.-" Honestly, I never in my life like when it comes to examination, really. It's so tiring and stressful! Like how I wish that I could just graduate without even going through them and so on. And that's never gonna happen. And never will.

Sigh~

Wish me luck!

AND as soon as this ends, I'll be lastly find my way out since I'm the bird who got lost. Haha, apan! *tumbuk tangan readers* :P

Went out a lot right after the exams. And as for today, I went to the beach with them classmates. Well, some? Apes, Waie, Ajim, Nuar, Rafi and me. It was a last minute plan. I went to school at 10.30 am today. And yes, that is late! *macam sekolah bapak aku aje yang buat* Heh! Apes picked me up cause both of us planned to be the late comers. As arrived, I had to finish the EPE report which has to be handed today! I was in a rush, and rushworks always turns out to be averagely nice. Or neither nice or crap. Hah! =.=

As I was doing, them friends were planning out on going to the beach just to distress from all the hectic. They decided to go Pantai Muara, I just follow wherever it's gonna be since to me all the beach here in Brunei are so peaceful. I know it's not as in the other countries but hey still. Yes?:) well, Pantai Muara was a nice place though but not the best beach to relief yourself up. I don't know why, just because. . .

I guess that's about it!!

And to JJGs, do not forget this 28th! Araso!? :D

Until next time! *waves basar-basar!*

Happy Birthday~

2009-04-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to me

Sorry

2009-04-12T12:22:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be inactive for a while due to some reasons. Will be busy for the whole of April and May. And sadly July too. How I wish I could fast forward time, sigh~

Thank You...

And FYI, I've been missing a lot of people..

Na Bogoshipta!<3

2009-02-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

WELCOME ME BACK!!

Hello guys I'm back and I know it's been while since the last I blogged. u_u

Been busy with stuffs plus I was too lazy to update. Hehe, anyhow I just remixed a song from The All American Rejects - Can't Take It. I added drums in the song which somesort can be called as "remix" kinda thing. ^^

Last January been going out a lot with them friends and now I just got back from Melissa's "Makan-makan" thingy and the foods were delicious! Yummy, I had sheperd's pie *correct the spelling*, some steak, fish, macaroni, tiramisu *it was good and Mel was the one who made it* GOOD JOB MEL! (y) XD Should've brought some for home. Huu.

Oh yeah on the 7th of February, went to PTEB's prom and it was the shit yoh! I was performing that night. Not as in me alone, ofcourse the last minute band which the members are Rapi, Hary Mc Flurry, Muiz Parade and Rahman Maman. Thanks a lot guys! We did a pretty good job right? =D The songs were Mimpi Yang Sempurna, Fall for You and Three Cheers for Five Years and my personal favorite on that night was Fall for You. We were awngsome! I know AWNGSOME! HAHA! Everyone was pretty stylish, the DJ was the bomb! We were like dancing as if there's no tommorow.. Hehe, overall I enjoyed the Prom. Newsflash I didn't wear proper Prom clothing. I mean I did follow the formal kinda thing but it was simple. I don't give a damn though, the reason I came there was to have fun so I there's nothing to regret. (Y)

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Soon phase test 2 is coming and I am not ready.. =( I KNOW RIGHT! Tommorow's gonna be my last day going out I guess and I hope I have the mighty force to study and get good grades like I did on the past phase test ;) FYI, tommorow Imma watch Pink Phanter 2. The last one was funny shit and I hope the second one's not gonna dissapoint me. And I know it won't ^^

I barely sleep early these days, I kinda already have the "Panda" eyes which my parents didn't like it at all. Like they would "JIS! Mata mu ane bangkung sudah! Sadang-sadang tah kan ahir tidor ane lagi..." Well only if the notice about it. Heheh, almost all of my PTEB friends are going abroad and I'm proud of em. You guys did good and it wasn't such a waste that you guys worked that as of you guys so hard! Hee, and to the ones who didn't make it through. Try giving it a second chance and this especially goes to Haneef. I know you're having a hard time there dude. Cheer up, everyone learns from their mistakes and don't be down all the time. You did good just that maybe last year wasn't a good year for you. Try not to waste it allright? *patt*

There's so much to talk about. And oh yeah to the girl whom I might be calling my brain twin, YOU ROCK! Thanks for keeping in touch, saranghae~ <3

I guess that's about it. OH DON'T FORGET TO CHECK OUT OUR NEW SINGLE CALLED MY LEGION! Just go to www.myspace.com/officialhebiimetaru

Enjoy this remix track of mine The All-American Rejects - Can't Take It (Drum Remix)

So much 2009.. Pfft~

2009-01-05T03:12:00.002+08:00

You can't have what you want the most

And what you want the most never existed in your life

Or better pretend it never existed

The more you want them

The more they dont want you

Life is just cruel

Or maybe you're just making your life cruel-er

Just have a simple life and just fuck it

Its far more better than lifeless

It'd be such a waste to care for someone who doesn't even care bout you

You fight for your love

In the end you'll end up like shit

Whenever you feel like a knife strucking your flesh, veins, bones, heart, whatever that are inside you

Just ignore them cause time heals pain

And there's no such things as happily ever after

All that are just dreams, face it, its real life and don't expect too much

When you have someone just go along the stream

Don't be picky and just don't care about it

You gotta be selfish sometime

Like, Love

What are the odds?

Never, Never

Fall for an angel

Angel shines so bright and you what?

A kid who doesn't even know how to switch on the light?

And been invisible for like forever?

Have a life like in a movie

Never have a love life like in a movie

Sucky much? Just fuck it and whatever.. I'm out..

December

2008-12-27T15:58:00.003+08:00

Well as you all know December is the holiday month for all Bruneian students and for those who are not having the holiday such as students from ITB, UBD and to all those who are having their attachment, elek saja allright? =P

During this holiday, there's lotsa thing I've gone through. *yaaaaa macam bepengelaman saja* Well I get to drive my siss' car and drive her to work every day and its so tiring. Imagine waking up early in the morning, plus when you slept late like 5-ish and there you have to wake up like 7?! I know and.. Ughhh -.-"

Anyhow, there are much activities me and my friends have done. Chilling of course and that's a must, playing street futsal at the stadium and entering tournaments which we almost got in to the quater and sadly we lost the last match in the group stage )=.

Moving on, me and my cousin recorded out next single which we did on our own! Trying to do some experiments and walla, it was 79% succesfful and we're proud of that. Mixing the track and everything, it was awesome and such an experience for both of us. We rock! *smile FIZO!* Haha.

Okay the next thing is that we had this bbq with the JJGs at pantai Muara, it was the bomb yaw, bnyk orang datang and it was fun to have bbq once in a while especially after the exams and on long holiday :D

And oh yeah we discovered this poker game in Facebook called Poker Palace and we're like addicted to this effing game, imagine how many hours we've been wasting on it. Usually we start playing it at 12 onwards till the morning until we crazy ketak gila axel f ting ting ting. -.-" Siok yaw main Poker Palace and you should try it some day :D.

The activites we've done were fun and I'm looking forward to 2009! 2008 has been such an ass year to me and I wana get out of it as soon as possible. -.-"

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And tararararararararaa! Let me end this post with me "dancing" to T.I - Dead and Gone. *peace*

Aku wuchun.. angeeyoo~ *jangan kau jeles jaz*

Main Google Yoh

2008-12-10T08:08:00.002+08:00

Tagged by no one and aku curi dari si Dizah =D

"The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer." After that tag 7 people.

1. The age of my next birthday.

2. A place i'd like to travel to

3. A favourite place

4. A favourite thing

5. A favourite Food.

6. A favourite color.

7. The city I live in (currently)

8. The city I was born in.

9. A nickname I had.

10. College major.

11. Name of first (and only) lover.

12. A bad habit.

13. A hobby.

14. Current wish list (max. 3 items)

One Four Three

2008-11-16T15:57:00.004+08:00

While I was on my lappy, and was going to look at the time, the time was 01:43 am.

I was playing the psp, and wanted to know how long have I been playing, and the duration was 1 hour and 43 minutes.

Haf and me were on our way back home from college, and while I was on the passenger seat feeling like I wana sleep, unexpectedly the front cars' liscense plate was BV143.

I was listening to some songs and the song I was currently listening to at that time was The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars. Was going to check which part was I was searching for so I had to drag it back and guess at what minutes and seconds it stopped. 1 Minute and 43 Seconds!

My friend was asking for what time it was already, so I had to check out my phone's time since I don't wear watch. And lostly I answered "It's 1:43 dah~".

I've been seeing a lot of 143 for the past 2 months, and how'd it happen? The hell I know..

What does it mean?

What is it trying to tell me?

Or is it just coincedence?

Or does it have any meaning beside the numbers?

Lotsa questions are in my head. One of my friend Nawy Jorno told me that maybe the numbers are trying to tell me to be in Love. Even so if I wanna be in love, with who? I don't even have anyone special in my life except for my family, my friends and the JJGs. And I love them. I won't be suprise if in the near future they are more 143 to come. I'll try finding out what these mean.

Or maybe, all this while I'm just lonely.....

HEH! Hell if I care, will update soon.

End.

2008-11-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

I'm tired and my back aches, and I'm hungry right now. And sleepy u_u~

Well anyway Dizah tagged me and here you go, lucky me for being able to look not-so-bad in this take a photo tag. Hehe! XD

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

I'm tagging Dibs, Pes, Belle, Amirul Ikram, Pinah Sweetie Pie. APAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~?!

Moving on with my life, we just finished our PT1 examination. I is bery stress for the past three weeks mang! Gila~ Well now no no stress anymore and I is going out saja! =D Yesterday was our first normal college hour and in the afternoon, we went swimming eventhough there was no ECA due to some sport day events held at Stadium Hassanal Bolkiah in Berakas. Then right after swimming, the JJGs texted me up inviting me for playing futsal at PTEB. It was the bomb yoh. Lawa wah kami main yoh, just that I'm the only one yang main macam tahi yoh due to batah sudah inda main. =.=' Then the after that during the night Azim brought me jalan just cruising around Gadong and Kiulap then he sent me home. Midnight we went jalan again, just lepak at Mirul's and went home at 4 ish.

So then today I woke up at 8 am like I slept for 4 hours only then my sis told me to drive the car cause she wanted me to due to lack of experience. It's been while since the last I drived, rugged kan? Belesen tapi jarang mendrive, sia-sia, useless, kapoot! Then masa afternoon went to Sami's place playing Winning, then at 4 pm went playing futsal again at PTEB and now here I am trying to kill my boredom but my boredom's right now at Level 99 while I'm still in level 40 so I need some experiences to defeat my boredom. HEH! I guess that's about it!

"Hello?"
"Hello bahapa kau yo?"
"Meliat bula. Minum budi. Ko, bhapa?"
"Meliat bula. Minum budi"
"Banar. Banar"
"APAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!"
"APAADAAAAAAAHHHHHAAAKKSSSAAAS"

"Budi. Teh Tarik Asli. Banar"

HAHA! XD

Deep emo paker!

2008-10-28T16:44:00.002+08:00

You were like the sky
Above the sea up so high
I shouted to die
But nothing tells me why

Why does river flow?
Why does rain fall?
I know I was in the show
Then now it feels null

Holding hands hard
Just trying to guard
And now you're holding my heart
Squeezing it so hard

I'm like the colorless rainbow
And you're like a star
I'm a moon who doesn't even bright
You're a sun who shines so right

Walking next to you
Felt so true
Now I know you're just a tattoo

Please let go
Let me fly without fear
It's hard to say the line
How I wish you were mine

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Cheers! ^-^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-10-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my lil sister Dk Munirah PHJ and my dear friend Hadizah Amalina who's birthday is on the 23rd of October which is today!

Cheers guys!

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Dk Munirah PHJ

Hadizah Amalina Hamzah

Happy birthday people!! Have a blast and may you have a bright future and make your parents proud!! Stay pretty to Dizah and try to lose some fats my fat sister!! Anyhow you guys, have fun and keep on rocking!

2008-10-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

It hurts even more, if only there's a door or a passage where I could escape from all these would be good. My god, it hurts effing much, HAH. Just fuck it, patience is winning. Nada orang rindu aku kah? Been single for 1 year and 3 months and still no one is interested with me. XD I guess I suck big time with relationships. =.=

I ROCK!

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Random Pictures

I is bored.

Raya

2008-10-14T00:26:00.005+08:00

I know it's been while since the last post, been busy beraya-ing and stuffs. Practicing the live band thingy for the Raya celebration at school and all, and revising for the upcoming Maths Phase Test! My god, let the pictures do the talking. I'm too lazy to type everything.

Happy Hari Raya People!

And here's a video of me so called "dansa-lala" at Nuar's place.

P/s: I've been missing you lately.. u_u

Yearbookyourself.com

2008-09-28T03:22:00.003+08:00

There's this website called yearbookyourself.com where you get to yearbook yourself, by just uploading your picture, and then right after that it'll automatically fit your picture. Try giving them a try, here are some of mine. XD

Enjoy laughing! -_-"

Give them a try and find out how you would look like! =)

Much had happened

2008-09-25T04:30:00.011+08:00

16th September 2008

We the JJGs got to sungkai together at TT Blues Cafe in Gadong. It was one hell of a night. The whole room was booked for us, first floor btw.And we were more than 40 I guess! The main reason for the sungkai was that its been while since the last we went out together like that, giving Nawy and Yun the suprise cake and also for Nana. *alai Sami* It was awesome you know, right after having sungkai we got to karaoke Peterpan's songs. I was the "main" entertainer that night and I did well I guess. XD Here are some pictures of us.

After having sungkai, we guys went to The Mall and we watched this Thai horror movie called 4bia, it was a good movie! I could say that this movie is scary as Shutter would be. The stories were good and you should watch it! Arah Crunchyroll.com pun ada! *winks*

And yeah after watching movie, we were chit chatting about the movie how it was to eachother and all of em said that it was scary shit and for me, part 1 and part 4 were good stuffs! HEHE! We went down to the main entrance, and Haneef was playing one of his exploding fireworks, it was loud kaboom!! Happy moments together ends with ending fireworks. As we were walking towards the car park, suddenly someone threw a firework towards us without us noticing it! It was some drunkard at the SKH parking lot, so yeah some of my friends asked why he did that. At first I guess he didn't admit that he was the one who threw it, as things got uglier, they were calling for back ups. It turned out to a big fight. Those drukards were stupid and they shouldn't have attacked us without even knowing what was going on. A friend of mine was hit on the head with a Vodka bottle, and now he has few sticthes.

19th September 2008

The night before 19th of September, Duan called for terawih and tahlil together at his house. So yeah we came and right after that, we went playing Street Futsal at the parking area near to the Indoor Stadium. It was fun, and I sweat a lot than I expected! I can't recall who won the game but the last game I think that we lost to them 3-2. But hey ho, we don't care, as long as its good game. =) We went back at around 11 pm something-something near to 12 am. I followed Sami, and so as Duan and Haneef. It was a good ride till at that moment when the car was flying above the ground for about 2 feet high and hit something, we tragically didn't expect all that was gonna happen. It was bad that I thought it was the end of us, but thank Allah for giving us another chance. I can't tell so much, you readers can look at the pictures yourself.

20th September 2008

The day after the accident, I was still shocked and was still afraid of speeding during cornering. Jeje chatted with me and decided to chill at Nawy's. On our way there, I took a pic of the sun. It was nice, so yeah why waste it right? =D

I guess that's about it. Will update soon!

19th Septermber 2008

2008-09-19T01:33:00.003+08:00

To all the people out there whom I know.
I just wanna say sorry for all of my wrongdoings.
Do forgive me.
And I love you all.

Puasa

2008-09-13T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone! I feel so pure and so holy during this holy month that is Ramadhan where we get to fast. Testing our mental and physical not to do bad stuffs and get involve from what we've been thought not to. At the same time I get to enjoy my day during this holy month with my prengs and go break fast together.

Anyhow, last night that is on the 12th September. Azim came to my house, chillin and spend time with me surfing the net and had fun together. My cat si Jerry was so manja that night, due to prolly her mom wasn't around and she got no one to spend time with. So I called her in and played with her a bit. My lil sis was there too and she brought her this Ping Pong ball for her, she loves em but unfortunately I didn't have a pic of her playing with it. She was such a baby and I love her! =) Here's some pic of her lying, trying to pose for the cam XD

Moving on, today, that is on the 13th of September. My Bugir friends asked to have sungkai together at Ahan Thai! The Bugirs that came for sungkai were Me, Faisal, Chulla, Wafi, Salleh, Nabil and his girlfriend Azee, Raman and Ulfi. Me, Wafi and Chulla arrived bit late at around 6.20 p.m. which was the sungkai time! Haha, the others had Alaqad menu while we had buffet. The foods were delicious especially the Daging something which I don't know what to call em. It was the bomb and we were fully loaded. =D After having sungkai, we went to The Mall arcade, played some games and right after that went to TK watching the big game between Manchester United and Liverpool. *To all Manchester United's fans, just chill and take it easy. We'll wait for the next match in Old Trafford. It was such a dissapointment that Man United lost to Liverpool* Oh yeah, while chillin at TK, the other friends came which are Nawy, Mickey, Haneef, Adly, Ashraf and the girlfriend and also the big star Nazry. Heheh!!

As the game ended, we went back to The Mall, killing our time Punching the Dragon Punch and the boxing something something. My players were the bomb! They have this super uniquely strength, I wish I could punch like they did. *sigh~*

Oh yeah! Chulla brought his shade, which he shouldn't had brought in the first place cause it was frickin night man! Why the hell would you need shade during the night time? HAH! So yeah I wore them inside The Mall and acted like some stupid guy who's currently high or something or trying to imitate how a Rock Star would look like. *such an artist* Haha, and here are some pictures of me and Faisal posing for the cam. *winks*

Lastly I uploaded a song which I made years ago, a techno song which most of my friends love, so here I'm embedding it in my blog. Listen to it and oh yeah, fyi, the reason why I uploaded it in Youtube was that most people are now known to it so yeah it's good to take advantage from it. XD

So anyhow I guess that's about it! Will update soon. *peace yawwww*

Under The Umbrella

2008-09-10T14:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday a friend of mine took a picture of the sun and as he knew that the sun had an umbrella surrounding it. I'm not sure why they called it Payung Matahari, I don't know. Somehow it's new to me and it sounds so cool that even the sun and the moon have their own umbrella, which can rarely be seen. Or it's not? Hah! Whatever it is here's the pic =)

ACCIDENT!

2008-09-07T15:30:00.005+08:00

Last night at around 12.35 am, there was an accident. Me and Kim were busy playing Rubiks' cube, then suddenly there was a huge impact of car crash, it sounded a bit like "BOOOOOOOSHHHH!!" Okay what the hell was that? Sound Effects? Haha, somehow it sounded like a serious accident, even the girl who was a victim in the accident barely walked properly. I guess she was having a temporally trauma due to the impact of it. The accident was between a Daihatsu Sirion and a Hyundai something. Here are some images of the accident.

Right after watching what was happening we went back inside and continued playing the Rubiks' cube. XD

Well I guess that's about it!

Bored

2008-09-06T21:50:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone! Greetings, welcome to my Blog and feel free to read this new post

I am bored right now and feel like wanna go out and chill bebeh but seems that none of my friends are free so yeah. Well anyhow I'm feeling a bit ill these past few days, these coughing problem and swallowing foods hurts. =/ Could it be tonsils? I don't know but I just hope I'll recover soon cause it's puasa man! You have to be energetic and look forward to it even though the fact that you'll feel tired. Well whatever.

Today Sir Sofiandi started the Electrical Power Engineering unit also known as (EPE) which we've been (ND/ELE/20) lagging far behind due to Sir Sofiandi been overseas the past month. So yeah he started it all good, the others seemed to get it but I didn't get a thing he was saying and I felt sleepy during the lesson. *yawn* I hope the next meeting's gonna be interesting and me being less sleepy cause I need to concentrate on this effing unit! Phase Test 1 is coming soon and I feel like I'm super Mega duper Giga Terra not ready man! =S Let's study group during the holidays okay prengs?

Awww, I feel like I'm missing someone at the moment. I wonder what that person is doing? Hmmmmmm.. Lala~

Oh yeah Haf took this pic for me earlier today, and it turned out to be a good pic. Usually he has problem in taking pictures, I mean he doesn't get it right all the time. -.-" Keep the paking good photography you paker!! o=)

Hoho, oh yeah!! OMG OMG!! I was browsing through the folders in my lappy and happened to find my old picture of me still having my long bangs and I MISS EM!! ='( I wish my hair could grow really fast. Mario (One of Hair Rocks' Worker) who said that "If you're always horny your hair would grow really fast. And stop being horny if you want you hair to be straight". And I was like O_o... Haha my god!

Well anyhow I got to go niggas! Thank you for reading this crappy post. Will be update soon! XD

Entertainment

2008-09-05T04:47:00.007+08:00

Last Sunday, at Nawys', there was a Tahlil ceremony held and a little of BBQ at the night which was on the 31st of August. The BBQ was actually for Nawys' and Yunuss' birthday, they even had a cake for both of them and well yeah it was a memory to all of us. Unfortunately I don't have any pictures nor videos of the cake and them singing the birthday song.

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Right before the event started, me and Mabin were bored at the moment and decided to have some fun. He Mabin whom I titled him for the night as "Kratos" of the God of War series character, because of his ABILITY handling the swords. His enemy, Haneef Fussy who should be called by the name "Fong Two" is Kratos biggest rival ever. The two of them fought in order to gain the title Chump-piooon. *Okay I know that sounded lame and I'm just exaggerating stuffs. -.-" But heyyy~hoo~, it's FUN! XD*

Enjoy!

So yeah it was lame and everyone knows it.. We are lamers and we are proud of it. So here are the casts.

Fong One/Kratos - Mervyn Yong
Fong Two - Haneef
Refree - Nawy
Assistant Refree - Kim

As for me I was the Kema Man! XD

I guess that's about it. Happy Fasting People!

A NEW THEME AND A NEW SKIN

2008-09-03T05:23:00.007+08:00

I downloaded new theme for Firefox and a new skin for my live messenger. Both of them rocks and I like them very much! =D To find these out right after having my sahur is awesome and it kept me awake till morning which is good so that I won't fall asleep and woke up late. HEH! Well here's the skin! Dan Tema JUGAK! XD

Cool KAN?
=D
:D
<=
XD

\\(^c^)// That's about it!

NATURE

2008-09-02T23:42:00.005+08:00

Last August that was on the 28th August, we Electrical Department got to cleaning campaign at the Kubur Manggis and yeah we worked hard. May they rest in peace and liked that now their home is now clean. =) I took some pictures there and i know it's not that very nice but I'm learning on how to take good pictures. Here are some of it

That's about it!

NEW LAYOUT

2008-09-01T01:13:00.002+08:00

Check out my layout guys! I know its not that lawa, si dijah sudah cakap the previous one was better but I don't care anyway. Just pretend that it's better than the previous one, araso?!
HEHE =D

UNSAID

2008-08-29T03:39:00.002+08:00

Do you ever get the feeling of telling someone what you should have told them but in the end you never tell them? I do, and a friend of mine told me that "Some things are better left unsaid". It seems right to me and I guess its better not to tell unnecessary stuffs that should have not been tell.

Tears never hurt,
Pain makes lone,
What you hide deep inside your heart,
Should have been gone

Go up high,
And feel the wind,
What you hide should die,
And never let it live again

Zays

I guess that's bout it

**Will update soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWY

2008-08-27T20:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZULASNAWIE!

We celebrated Nawys' and Inas' birthday today afternoon during the lunch hours. And it's Yunuss' birthday too today but unfortunately he wasn't there. Anyhow, we had fun, I went there with Arif the shy boy who used to be in PTEB too, and cuurently now he's in the same college with me. So yeah we went there like around 11.55 and arrived there at 12.15 something like that. Azry and Azim were there too and the rest of the JJGs. We had fun and Nawy and Ina was like didn't expect where the cake came from. It was fun and Nawy was malu malu kucing lerrr.. Haha.

Mins and Nawy

Well, I guess that's about it! =)

PTEB

2008-08-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

I had lunch at PTEB on 23rd August, I was with Arif and we bought the nasi bungkus at the warung and brought it to the college and eat there. I missed them a lot, so yeah I gave them a visit. =) I labiuh my prengs! And oh yeah Mabin drew something cool on Nawys' arm. He called it the sun and the dragon wel since that's what he was drawing! lol!

See how cool Mabin drew on Nawys arm. Just like a tatoo. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSRINA AND YUSRINI

2008-08-22T14:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO INA AND INIH!

Wish you guys all the best in everything, may Allah bless you may you enjoy your day with joy and to the blast! Selamat kamu berdua =)

SLIPKNOT

2008-08-22T14:22:00.007+08:00

Slipknot just released their fourth album called "All Hope Is Gone". The album consist of 15 tracks including 3 bonus tracks. Overall to me the previous three albums were better than this new album even though to Slipknot they think "All Hope Is Gone" is the best they ever made so far. I don't know, somehow this album sounds very different from the first three but overall it's good.

All Hope Is Gone (album)

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This article is about the album. For the song, see All Hope Is Gone (song).

All Hope Is Gone is the fourth studio album by American metal band Slipknot. It was released on August 20, 2008,^[1] by Roadrunner Records. A special edition of the album will contain three exclusive bonus tracks, and will be packaged in a six-fold digipak with a 40-page deluxe booklet^[1] and bonus DVD containing a documentary of the album's conception.^[2]

Noted to have begun preparation in 2007, recording was due to begin in January 2008, however it was delayed to February. It is the band's first studio release since 2004's Vol. 3: (The Subliminal Verses), making All Hope Is Gone their fourth studio album as well as the first musical output from the band since Corey Taylor and Jim Root's mainstream success with Stone Sour, Joey Jordison's stints with Korn, Ministry and 3 Inches of Blood, Shawn Crahan's side project Dirty Little Rabbits and Sid Wilson's solo project. All Hope Is Gone is also the band's first studio album on a major label to be recorded in their home state of Iowa.^[3]

Track listing

"execute" – 1:49
"Gematria (The Killing Name)" – 6:02
"Sulfur" – 4:38
"Psychosocial" – 4:42
"Dead Memories" – 4:29
"Vendetta" – 5:16
"Butcher's Hook" – 4:15
"Gehenna" – 6:53
"This Cold Black" – 4:40
"Wherein Lies Continue" – 5:37
"Snuff" – 4:36
"All Hope Is Gone" – 4:45

Special Edition bonus tracks

"Child of Burning Time" – 5:10
"Vermilion Pt. 2" (Bloodstone mix) – 3:39
"Til We Die" – 5:46

THE GOLDEN RULES

2008-08-19T17:30:00.004+08:00

3 Golden Rules
• state 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
• The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
• No tag backs (:

I eat alot!
I'm close to my mother rather than my dad.
It feels awkward talking to my big brother. *due to some incident*
I can't go home that late. *I KNOW, macam anak dara -.-"*
I have liscence but I don't drive. *cause my parents don't allow me and no car for me at the moment*
I do drive sometimes. *kereta teman that is o=)*
I want to be in love but no one's interested with me and I can say that Imma bit choosy. *I guess*
I want to be the sky~
I'm a musician.
And lastly I smoke.

I'm tagging:
Dijah, Mabin, Dibs, Faith, Dhil, Issati, Belle, Deen, Fizo and Mickey!

DONATING BLOOD

2008-08-16T19:55:00.004+08:00

Last few months there was a Blood Donation fair held in June if I'm not mistaken at the college, which coincidentally me and Anwar were absent on that day. We didn't know about it right after the friends told us about it the next day. So yeah we were like "Heh, Rugi ku inda skulah kemarin.. Nanti tah lagi if ada aku donate blood.." Well ladies and gentlemen, today we finally get to donate blood at Pusat Belia. It was our first time donating blood, both of us wanted to experience the feelings and pains. On how does it feels getting injected, the long needle and stuffs.

We arrived there at 9.40 a.m, as expected there were a lot of people and there were no parkings. So we had to park the car somewhere outside Pusat Belia but near to it. We registered out name there and right after that we were told to check our weight. Mine was 62kg and Anwars' 92kg. So anyhow, we waited like one and a half hour and exactly at 11.05 a.m. we went inside for medical check-ups and then after that we donate blood. When the needle was inserted in the arm, it felt like I was bitten by an ant. And when giving out the blood, it felt like my arms was gonna cramp but I managed to fill up the packet. It was fun and such a good experience to me. When I got home mom said "Baik jua tu bersedakah darah arah orang yang inda mampu~" And I just smiled.

OH YEAH! I didn't know what type my blood is but I know Nuars'. His blood type is "?" and I'm serious about that. Just look at the image below.

Haha! See~ Well I guess that's about it.

SUSUK

2008-08-16T18:45:00.005+08:00

Last night we watched Susuk, a horor movie from Malaysia. I can't say it's that scary, but some scene did freak me out. FYI, "we" refers to me, Apes, Madi, Adam or Alam (I'm not sure which one his name is. *LOL*), Dijah and lil brothers!! hehe. Overall it was okay lah, I'd give 4 out of 10. Opps! Sorry Susuk, it seemed that the movie didn't put me to climax. Haha, we should've have watched Mirrors rather than Susuk. We're just gonna watch Mirrors next time then.

OH YEAH! Star Wars characters ada jua last night!! Darth Vader and the white army or anything I don't know and I took a picture with the whitey army guy.

Me and the Whitey Boy

Well I guess that's about it. Will update soon.

JUST ANOTHER STAR

2008-08-14T22:52:00.004+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds..

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Please Don't Stop The Music

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- What Drives The Weak?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- My Fists, Your Mouth, Her Scars

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Canon in D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
- Black Heart

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Pose

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Seven Days

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Paranoia

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
- Starlight

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Spider Pig? *talur lagu nya ahhhhhh*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- No Control

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Requiem

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Aspalela

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Laid to Rest

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Kisah Tak Sempurna

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- The Potential Break Up Song

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Passion's Killing Floor

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- She's No You

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Black is Black?? *haha, apakan?*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Just Another Star

Nada yang logic-logic wa -_-"
It's funny and I got this from Deez! Hello Dijah~ *waves*

FIREWORKS AND COLLEGE

2008-08-14T18:47:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday we went to Serasa Beach to watch the fireworks, but unfortunately we didn't manage to watch it like what we planned. There were so many people, and the cars were like uncountable I should say? AND, we waited there like for one and a half hour? I KNOW RIGHT! Belangau kami tunggu. Here's a picture of how Serasa would look like during night time

So anyhow, we had fun though right after the Fireworks thingy. Deez texted me up and brought us chilling at Gadong. Well since her parents were meeting at Rizqun so why not go there saja kan? It's like alang-alang if we go somewhere else at that time. Crusing around Gadong and stuffs.

About today, I guess today's a bad trip for me. Well today I got busted smoking by one of my teacher. The story went on like this. At that time me and Haf was smoking at the workshop. Our workshop where they park the car and stuffs and that's where we smoke too, since the place we used to smoke has been officially banned by the people there, we students had been warned not to smoke there and the only place for us to smoke is outside the college area. But no matter what we still smoke and look for places which are unfamous to the teachers there. And today, which is the first time I got busted by my own GC (Group Coordinator) for smoking. Well he didn't take it seriously though, he just gave us advice and not to do it again. I guess we've been given another chance! =) And oh yeah! Today the power was out and it was like two hours I think. Me and Haf went on the stairs to catch some air and cool ourselves. Here's some pics of us.

KUSUT KU!

2008-08-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS THE FUCKIEST DAY I'VE BEEN THROUGH!!

Well yeah I did had a good morning and afternoon but a very bad night! Shit madapakas! PAKING HELL! Eh baie eh, well the story went on like this. My mom told me to go to Nazmi kan bali kain for this coming raya. So I said yes to her and will go out and buy the kain. I didn't have any money with me at that moment so I decided to withdraw some money just because kan bali kain ane plus kan tarus bayar my school fees which is bukan-bukan harganya! It's like $64? IMAGINE APA SAJA BULEH DI BALI WITH THAT AMOUNT OF MONEY! Sigh~ Anw continuing with the story, banyak orang que up and at that moment there was an error with the machine cause some of the people there come out dissapointed. So yeah I was eager to find out what was their proble, I went inside and pressing all the effing button tut tut tut shadap you fucking annoying machine! Well it went smoothly right after waiting for the money to come out. As usual we have to wait for the money kan? And it says "Urusniaga Sedang Di Proses". I waited like 40-50 seconds? As well as the person next to me, we waited and waited then suddenly the card was ejected but no money nor receipt was given by the stupid machine. At first I was okay but a little curious, then I told my sis that the machine's no good and asked dimana lagi ada BIBD? My sis told me di airport so yeah we went there and I rushed there and confidently kan kluar kan usin and out of nowhere the bank cakap insufficient! And I was like "HUH!?" I am very sure I still have money in my bank! I checked my balance and suprisingly, it was deducted from the previous withdrawal I made tadi! I was like WTF!!?? It was shit shitty fucking bitch whore machine paluy! OMFG, I'm sorry that I sweared a lot in this post. I'm still kusut now and paksa uruskan tommorow morning which I have trasnportation problem. I feel dizzy now and very stress and pressure is all in my head. This is fucking stupid. Let's just hope tomorrow's gonna go well.

Although I had a bad night, I get to spend my time with si Dijah! Hahaha, she called me ia minta denganikan for a while and ngam time atu I was gonna go gadong kan uruskan about the bank thingy but then it seems that the teller there told me to go to Hua Ho Manggis tomorrow and uruskan di sana. Anyhow, I'm sorry deez! At first she was the one who called and bla bla bla asking me where I was. So I told her that I was going to Nazmi Serusop but inda jadi due to the bank issue. So yeah ia bepusing lagi and went to Gadong Mall. Kesian ia kan macam ulang alik and pusing pusing. I know aku nyusahkan si Dijah. HAHA.. Sorry Deez, nanti ku lanja kau minyak ah? Sober sadat eh, so yeah ia went to Gadong back just to see me. Ohh, I know how much you miss me Deez. HAHA! We went jalan together round and round around the Mall and unexpectedly that both of us wore black!! HAH, macam eh ada kami bejanji kah kan pakai itam? Haha, inda kira jua, we went jalan jua and she sent me home too. Sorry banyak-banyak ah Dizah pasal menyusahkan engkau! Btw my mom said kereta mu basar and lawa~ Haha, bah till here saja then. I don't have any pictures kan di upload. Till here then.

WHAT A WEEK

2008-08-06T12:08:00.002+08:00

First of all I had a terrible week and to me August seems to be the baddest month I've been through. Yesterday during our lunch break, we went to someplace nearby the college and guess what who I met there!? I met someone from the past or should I say my past, whom I adore and love so much back then. Whom I place higher than the sky and softer than the wind. She was holding a child and from the way she looked at me that I knew that was her child. I don't mind actually and I've moved on for quite sometime, but seeing her like that reminded me of my past but wth, it's okay and I'm glad that she has family now. I wish she'll always be happy with her family. Amen!

Next SI KUNING!! She died today exactly right after I got home from the hospital and there she was lying down next to the door breathless and vision-less. She was the second kitten to die after the black one. I just don't get it why does it have to die. I love you and I know I fed you well and played with you and I never regret spending my time with you Kuning. Rest in Peace and I will take care of your sis who's the only one left among all of you guys. Bless you Kuning. ='(

Although I had a rough and tough week, and sober all the time and shit motherfucker bitch! I guess money's coming to save my day. =D "WAHAI PARA PARA KEDAI, TOLONG LAH SEDIAKAN BARANG ANDA KERNA GUE BAKAL TIBA UNTUK BER SHOPPING MADAPAKAS!!" LOL!

Well that's about it, thank you for reading this crappy post. Anyhow, Happy Birthday to all the people who's having their birthday this month. You guys rock! And someone's birthday is getting closer. *kirai ups and downs* GUESS PRENGS PRENGS KU!!?? =D

GUILTY

2008-08-03T15:28:00.003+08:00

Do you ever get guilty of being always treated? And the one who treated you is someone who you are not close to? It feels great actually to be treated but if you get it all the time, sometimes the guilty feeling may arise deep inside you. And you feel kinda wanna treat them back something like that? Well yeah call me Mr. Guilty and my cousin gave that title to me. Heheh, I guess it suits me well cause I get guilty easily over small things and stuffs. I do not know why I have this kind of feelings, I mean to get guilty easily is abnormal, or not? I'm not sure about it though but it seems it's not.

Whoever thinks the same way as I do, do please tell me. Araso?

MY POOR CAT ='(

2008-08-03T14:42:00.004+08:00

The kitten yang the yellow one! ='(

Its' right leg's broken and now it can't walk properly. She's being moody and sad these past few days? *Is she thinking that she's going to die?* OMG! I don't want her to die! It's too soon and she doesn't get enough love from us. *Sob sob* She didn't have much appetite, she always want to be alone all the time, her sad eyes reminds me of my best friend when he was in the hospital, and she's so weak and I just pity her so much! Will her leg heal? I hope it'll heal soon and get to her hyper active fun self!

Maybe I should think of a name before it's too late.

I'll give Si Kuning to that broken leg cat and Si Jari to the other kitten. I LOVE EM!

BROKEN AGAIN

2008-08-01T17:59:00.004+08:00

Horray.. Bu hu ha ha, like this is like the millionth time? A girl who I'm currently contacting with just had a new boyfriend or should I say she got back with her ex -boyfriend. I feel useless and hopeless. Urrghh, JUST FUCK IT and I don't care anymore. Moving on with my usual life partying on with ma prengs dan para para cowok dan cewek!

Anw I wish you have happiness in your life, wish you guys happy together and I'm glad that you moved on and do take care always.

I ROCK!

CAT

2008-07-30T17:50:00.008+08:00

CATS! I LOVE CATS!

I used to have lotsa cats, yang I remembered was si Manja, Pearl, Tiger, si Tiga, si Siam and much more I think. Some of em died accidentally and some maybe died cause of fate. Well anyway, I now still have 8 cats! Some of em lawa and some bida. NYEH! But I love all of em. XD I love the new cats and the old cats, semua sama *wink*

I now tell you bout this cat, his name is si BULAR! Well it's because his eyes macam rusak and he always hit something when he's running too fast. Well ada that time when he was running towards me I don't know why, prolly he missed me. I just got home right after bagas bejalan and there he ran towards me. He was fast, very fast I should say and he even could make sound before he reached me. Sounds such as "TENGG!!, KEDEBUK! POOSH!!" and he he does it all the time. He kept on hitting objects -_-". Then I realised that he couldn't see clearly due to his eyes. Si Bular ane yang paling manja I should say! He likes to lie beside me and mau kana gusuk-gusuk and pigang! Awww, he's such a baby XD

Other than si Bular, I have two other kittens, should have been three but one died and it was a tragic to me. *sob sob* Well now tinggal two of em, I still don't have any name for em, can't decide what name I should give to them. Those two I should say penakut like everytime I wana go and gusuk them they would ran away just before I reached them -_-". Sometimes dapat gusuk but sometimes inda XD.

To all cats lover! Love your cats like how you love your baby, araso?? XD

WELCOME

2008-07-30T17:22:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!

I'm kinda new with this Blog thingy. I don't know what made me to open an account, but one thing I know is that I feel kinda lonely nowadays. So I guess blog's the only friend I can talk to whenever I feel lonely and decided to open up this account. I welcome you guys to my very first blog.

WELCOME!!